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Professor Amanda Dennis on Her First Novel, Her Here

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Professor Amanda Dennis

Amanda Dennis is an assistant professor in the Department of Comparative Literature and English at The American University of Paris. Her Here is her first novel.

Tell us about your work at 黑料正能量 and your research background.

I鈥檓 a professor in the Department of Comparative Literature and English but my specialty is creative writing, which I teach at both introductory and advanced levels. I鈥檝e been writing throughout my career, but I started as a philosophy student. I wrote my dissertation on the philosopher Maurice Merleau-Ponty, who was responsible for a movement known as French phenomenology. He鈥檚 best known for the idea that the self, or the subject, is not some 鈥渢hinking thing鈥� divorced from the world, but is the body itself and the way it interacts with its environment. This semester, I鈥檓 also teaching about modernism and fragmentation, thinking about the changing relationships that modernist writers 鈥� like Virginia Woolf, Samuel Beckett, Franz Kafka and Walter Benjamin 鈥� have to the body.

What made you decide to become a novelist?

When I was a postdoctoral fellow in Madrid, I had this revelation: I鈥檇 been working on a novel all along, and I thought, if I鈥檓 ever going to finish this, I鈥檝e got to do something drastic. I applied to the Iowa Writers鈥� Workshop. It was an incredible experience. I learned so much about what it takes to be a writer, to live a life where you do this strange thing every day 鈥� you consecrate time to worlds that don鈥檛 exist. I鈥檓 grateful for and amazed by the things I learned at Iowa, which informed the revisions I later made to the novel.

How does the novel play out?

Her Here is the story of Elena, a woman in her late twenties, trying to find her place in the world. On a research trip to Paris, she meets Siobh谩n, elegant and bizarre, a friend of her late mother鈥檚. Elena and Siobh谩n strike up an unusual friendship, and Elena learns that Siobh谩n has lost a daughter, Ella, who disappeared six years earlier. Elena finds herself agreeing to work on the missing girl鈥檚 journals, kept before she went missing in Thailand, in the hope of uncovering where Ella is and why she disappeared. As Elena begins to rewrite the journals, she starts to take on the characteristics of the missing girl. She starts becoming Ella, which is both frightening and invigorating. She soon realises not all was well with Ella.

You鈥檝e described the work as an 鈥渆xistential detective story.鈥� What do you mean by that?

I was interested in the twenties as a time of life. One of my protagonists is in her early twenties, the other in her late twenties. The twenties are a time when we can ask with urgency, how do I live? We can go on adventures, explore, get a little lost, and try to figure out what we鈥檙e doing on Earth. I was particularly interested in Elena鈥檚 experience of this space: she鈥檚 in her late twenties, and she鈥檚 feeling like she鈥檚 running out of time. I wanted to capture her sense of searching, but without making the book lag. There鈥檚 this negative side to the existential search, because there are no clear answers. In order to make Elena come to life I needed to give her a concrete objective 鈥� a task she could become obsessed with to the point of losing her identity. That鈥檚 where the detective element comes in (I鈥檝e written more about that ). But behind the missing person plot are deeper questions about identity and the self. In that sense, the novel is a coming-of-age story.

How did the use of multiple narrators influence your style of writing?

Each protagonist tells a story in the first person, and their sections are rendered in different fonts. Elena has a particular way of describing what she lives and sees. But Ella has a different voice 鈥� we only really get her through her journal entries. The tricky bit is actually the novel within the novel, because Elena starts to reconstruct Ella鈥檚 experiences in Thailand. She creates this new story, which was the hardest part to write, because it鈥檚 a blend of both of voices. It has the vitality and naivety of Ella鈥檚 journals, but with a more reflective, narrative quality.

Professor Dennis speaks at a Center for Writers & Translators event with Malaysian author Tash Aw.

As the story progresses, Elena becomes more engrossed in the story she is telling. Is writing a means of survival?

It鈥檚 complicated. I think writing can be survival, but it can also plunge us into places we are probably, for our mental health, better off not going. I think this tension is alive in the book. In a way, writing gives order to things that aren鈥檛 orderable 鈥� to a certain chaos of sensations and experiences. But I also think there is a danger in writing. In order to write powerfully, you have to go into the eye of the storm. Writing, like so many things, is the poison and the cure. In the case of Elena, what鈥檚 important for her is the encounter with Ella, the 鈥渙ther.鈥� Elena can relate in some ways, but ultimately Ella is another person whom Elena can鈥檛 fully understand. That effort of imagination awakens an energy in Elena. We do that too, as readers: we access another person鈥檚 intimate experience.

What experience from your work as a novelist do you bring to your teaching at 黑料正能量?

It鈥檚 important to have a sense of how one鈥檚 readers will experience things. In a creative writing class, you have this opportunity to have 15 people experience what you have written. You鈥檒l learn which parts move people, and you鈥檒l use that to develop muscle memory. It helps you learn where the vital parts of your writing are. One of the invigorating things about teaching for me is the sense of experimentation and playfulness that students have. It鈥檚 a gift to be in touch with that 鈥� it鈥檚 a rewarding, generative experience. When students take a prompt and run with it, sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn鈥檛. But keeping that creative imagination alive is an important part of my classes. I aim to stimulate and deepen creativity.